Thursday, May 30, 2013

Eleksyon: DAPAT TAMA!

Yeah, I guess it's a little too late to post this one. I wrote this oratorical piece a month before my graduation day. Here is it:



To my well-respected judges, my beloved teachers, my fellow contenders, and to the trainers and visitors: a pleasant afternoon to all of you. I must say that I lack knowledge in Politics, but somehow, I hope that my presence and speech today will make a better place for me and my generation.


“A real decision is measured by the fact that you've taken a new action. If there's no action, you haven't truly decided.” In other words, our decisions are the cause of our actions. In everything we do, decision-making is involved whether we like it or not. 

Do you ever wonder what Philippines will be like in the future? For sure, predicting the events are difficult, therefore it puts our deeds in the present at the top of priority for the actions of today has a great effect tomorrow. As our national hero, Dr. Jose P. Rizal has said, “Ang Kabataan and Pagasa ng Bayan”. As a youth, this principle should motivate us to take part in our society’s huge event that will affect us a lot – the upcoming General Elections 2013.


Voting is a matter of decision. In the most common sense, as said earlier, it is easy for an individual to choose if he knows what are his needs and desires. People can’t be blamed if they choose the politician with most promises of betterment. This is due to the trust that a group of people have given to this candidate who happen to be undeserving of trust. However, we must face the fact that we are the very first person to be blamed is ourselves in case the true colors of a politician is revealed. As voters, we are held liable for any circumstances after the election. So, may I ask you, how and to whom do you give your precious votes? Is he the person who puts his name to announce he is helping? Is he the person who enumerates his previous positions to justify his qualification on a higher position? I hope not. Because these people are often owners of broken promises; they end up forgetting all their pledges and just sit in an air-conditioned room, letting his subordinates do the job.


For the previous years, Philippines had a troubled economy and deteriorating morality and significance. These are some implications that during the years of deprivation, the Filipino citizens have failed to choose the right and effective leader. Yes, aside from being right, a leader must be effective as well. In order to achieve sustainable living, we need a leader to lead us to the right path, and the best way to produce a good leader is to use our ability to vote. During election, politicians do their best to get known and to be liked. They try to impress their market with their campaigns and promises once they get elected. But have we not heard enough of free housing, more jobs, improved education, better living and more promises? Aside from this, the thought that these promises will only take effect once they get elected is a fallacy.  Helping can’t be associated with having positions, therefore if a leader’s one and only intention is to help his country and not his self, then with or without political power he will eagerly do his duty.  The Philippines is a democratic country, wherein freedom in every area is felt. But my friends, democracy cannot be attained unless those who choose are prepared to choose wisely. Vote not according to the past achievements of the aspiring politicians; vote for their ideas on how to face challenges of the present as well as of the future.


We often hear how a single vote can make a difference, but do we really know how powerful our votes can be? According to Mr. Lyndon B. Johnson, “The vote is the most powerful instrument ever devised by man for breaking down injustice and destroying the terrible walls which imprison men because they are different from other men. ” I believe that voting is the first act of building a community as well as building a country.  A vote has the power to put an official out of his position if his people don’t like what is happening. Moreover, a vote has the power to put the appropriate person in position to lead the people.


Now, let me introduce to all of you the right person to be voted.


Ironically, those who make good political leader are often those who least persuade the people to vote them and do not seek power but have the authority conferred upon them by others. A good leader is someone who serves as an example of integrity and loyalty to the people he represents. He is someone with the courage to stand up for what is needed to be said yet brave enough to admit his mistakes. He is someone who can resist various temptations and lures of the politics, and most of all, he is someone willing to listen to the murmurs of the common people. Let us vote those who use their political powers to inspire and to motivate, and not those who use it to manipulate. In order to choose the right person to vote, we must look beyond what we see and listen to what is unsaid. The sight before our eyes may deceive us and so do the voices that we hear. Let principle be the guide in decision-making and regard not to the accomplishments and words of a man, but to his character.


To my fellow youth, we are indeed the hope of this land. I challenge you to deliver our motherland to the edge of success and prosperity rather pulling it to the mud of shame and poverty. Our choice lies in our everyday living, for our decisions from time-to-time daily will contribute to the final destination of the Philippines.


To the distinguished guests, to the teachers and trainers, to my fellow contenders and to the well-respected judges: The true essence of nationalism can not be found in the sweetness of words, nor can it be found in high ambitions. The true essence of nationalism lies within the causes of our perspiration. Going back in history, the Martial Law holds every right of the Filipinos. They cannot speak and act against the politician. The People Power that happened on February 25, 1986 ignited the nationalism of every Filipinos, and this is the start of liberty. Now, my fellow Filipinos, let us not waste what our ancestors have fought for. We must continue this struggle tomorrow and the day after and carry with us the dedication to choose the right leader for the Philippines to achieve better living onwards. Voting is one of the remarkable rights of Filipinos, so we better make good use of it. If a single vote can make a difference, what more billions of votes can do?


It is your input and participation in democracy. Democracy is a government by the people and for the people. Therefore if you don't like how your government is run, change it by voting.
I believe that voting is the first act of building a community as well as building a country. 

Turn to the next chapter of my life: COLLEGE

Yes, let's talk my way to College.

Fourth year high school - ang panahon para magmuni-muni kung anong kurso at pamantasan ang nais mong pasukin. Dapat maingat sa pagpili ng pamantasan, dahil ito ang tiyak na huhubog sa'yo para maging isang mabuting mamamayan. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, UP, PUP and FEU lang ang choices ko. Other than that, wala na.

I've always fantasized getting in to the most prominent university in the country, the University of the Philippines. So when I finally stepped into my fourth year in high school, I immediately downloaded and filled out the application form of the said university.I put "BS Chemistry" as my first choice, followed by "BS Psychology." Siyempre, I aimed for the Diliman campus. Other than that campus, wala na akong nilagay. THAT WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE, EVER.


So, UPCAT na. I took the test at the Institute of Mathematics, 11 AM. Sobrang kabado, kasi kitang-kita sa mga kasama ko na matatalino sila at mayayaman. There are even Koreans and certified geeks, pakapalan ng lens ng salamin, padamihan ng bitbit na reviewer, and so on. (Teka, pag nakasalamin, matalino agad? Diba pwedeng malabo lang ang mata?) Natapos ko naman yung exam ng buhay pa ko yet I FEEL SO DRAINED. Imagine, 5 hours and I was thinking thinking thinking. Plus I have to control my pee in order to make the most out of my time. Kaya pag-uwi ko, bagsak. Tulog na.


After the UPCAT, I also took the USTET and FEUCAT. Pasado ako sa dalawa, although mas nakakalungkot lang yung sa USTET. I failed in my first choice - BS Chemistry. I am qualified yet below the quota for that course. Imagine, I am considered "FAILED" in BS Chemistry when in fact I ranked 70 out of almost 30,000 examinees? That's definitely an ouch for my ego. Sana matalino ako sa Math. Haay.

17 days before the PUPCET, lumabas na yung results ng UPCAT. I failed again. Ang score-percentage ko in all areas are all 91% and above except Mathematics again, which is, 41%. That pulled me down to failure. What's even worse, is that I'm qualified in other UP campuses. So what made it worse? Remember, I did not put any second campus at all. Tsk.

I spent the day grieving over my failure. My hopes just vanished. But wait, there's still the PUPCET. The remaining 17 days were difficult. I buried my self into studying. Nagsisisi ako kasi bukod sa "errors" ko sa pag-fill out ng forms sa UPCAT, ay hindi ako nag-aral. Petiks, kumbaga.

The most awaited day finally came. Time-pressure, and easier siya than UPCAT. Not because of the questions, but because of the length of taking the tests. Guys, sa UPCAT kasi nakaka-drain masiyado. 5 hours straight kang magsasagot, no breaks. We are but humans. :) Ah, by the way, the PUPCET is more exciting too, thanks to the General Information! (my specialty)

"Time's up! Please watch out for the results to be announced on March 15, 2013."

Days passed.... March 15 na!

I typed in my name in the searched for the result, and here's what I saw:
LANDINGIN, JESSMIRAH L.  (Passer)


I almost cried seeing this. I passed the PUPCET, with a score of 138. :)



Turn to next page: COURSE: Which is which?



Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Civilized, at last!

Time check: 1:48 PM, May 30, 2013, Thursday.

So it's true, I've created my very own blog. SIBILISADO NA NGA AKO!

To start things, I'm Jess, an incoming college student this month of June. I was the editor-in-chief as well as editorial writer, the Red Cross Youth President, the Science Club President, the Salutatorian, the self-proclaimed Chemist, and the full-time bookworm back in high school. I loved reading and writing, yet I had no time (or should I say I'm a sloth) to make my very own blog and post all my writings. I am a young woman with very high ambitions. I embrace failure which backs me up to stand up again. I refuse to give up. I'm fearless.

I do believe that I will be, somehow, part of the change the world needs.